Guess I blew it.

But thats too fucking bad, I mean, do you have to be so serious?

I dont want you anyway.

had a near-death experience during HCL paper 2 today.

halfway thru, had the most damnably painful stomach ache ever.

was shaking/sweating like mad, my fingers were cold and i felt super dizzy.

went to the toilet and i nearly fainted.

swaying impossibly on my feet and i cant even see where im going.

yes.

it's that terrible.

knocked into several walls and doors.

got some bruises along the way.

but im fine now...

i hope.

it was the most frightening and terrible experience ive ever been through.

im 100% positive.

and it's one thing i never ever wanna go through ever again.

no way no how is this gnna seriously happen.

i cant handle it!

im only fourteen!

i know i know, there isnt any fuck i can do about it

so i should just get on with life and stop being sucha whiny bitch

you guys -snorts-

you think you know me well?

well, you can think again.

oh hello there!

had this touchy-feely-likea-waterfall feeling so i just had to upload all these wonderful times.

so here's a few of the many beautiful photos i took with my honey here ♥

the two jokers, whom i share a love-hate relationship with.

all these were just to keep yall updated.

ah, the good ol' days -heart melts a little-

aaaaand.

i know i know.

it's been so long since i posted anything here.

but.

stay tuned.

there's more to come, much much more. -winks-

xox

ending with the most important people in my life currently.

rating, you may ask?

10 outta 10 ♥s

absuhhhhlutely no doubt about it. -blowkiss-

i was here.

i lived i loved.

i was here.

i did.

ive done everything that i wanted and it was more than i thought it would be.

-beyonce

light up light up

as if you have a choice

even if you cannot hear my voice

i'll be right beside you dear

im a genius.

ive successfully set up my 23'' (yes twenty three fucking inches can you believe it?) new computer without any help.

and, awfcourse/ahbviously, am usin' it now.

it's the third week of the june holiday by the way.

and about homework?

im not even third of the way through.

i have 2 book reviews, countless worksheets and a huhyuge project waiting for me.

jeez, even superman cant do all that in a week!

ah, here's an FML for ya,

Today, I realised I'm sitting at home alone on a Friday night, watching a documentry online about decomposing elephants. FML.

wellwellwell, at least i aint like that! (: